Gone on today
Away from hysteria
A moment of clarity
Sudden boredom with derision
Yes, who could've said
This could happen one day
A rare day of self esteem
When self deprecating forgiveness couldn't stay
Months and years have passed
Tasting the moment
Now that it's done
Why doesn't it feel so bad?
Cryptic circumstances, death, renewal
Emotions, bonds and violent lust
Like spilled drinks and broken glasses
No lessons in leaving.
Intellect compromised for benefit
A structural instability of smell
Incompatibilities of faith, creed and grain
Cracks papered away, come undone.